Thursday, September 22, 2005

Two months ago, the dilemma was about this ship or the other(s). as the saying goes, the grass is always greener on the other side. Hmmm...maybe I should add to that, as in "...for now that is..". WHOAA!! Something GOOD must've happened for me to be even thinking this way, eh?Ok, for starters, the jokers who have tried to make my life a living hell have in some ways had their powers curtailed by the powers that be in this humble abode where I work. Yeah ...humble in appearance but not in expense (or burn rates, as was once an exceedingly over used term during the dotcom days.."our burn rate is RM500,000 per month now, and all the investment banks are running after us", said a certain snotty C_O guy of a certain snotty company, which had grand aspirations for 2020 but died standing in 2002..HA!!! The fella even had the cheek to tell me "We want smart money, not DUMB money", so my position now is "Where's all that SMART money now fella? They must've realised how DUMB you and your band of filibusters were to have left you to die standing, chump!") Well I guess the last laugh lies with me, and a whole bunch good guys out there! WE RULE!!

Now back to the storyline.. :) (Tangents are always what makes this blog writing interesting to me, and I hope to all of you readers too :) So here I am, putting the pieces of what I hope to be a grand plan for this company, and in comparison nothing short of phoenix rising from the ashes. A good friend of mine went through the same process many moons ago and he's one swashbuckling successful dude now. And he made it because he persevered against all odds. Do I stand the slightest chance of being in that position some day? I don't know. What I know is I will never cut corners and screw people to get where I want. There's a price to pay for everything in life and you just have to be patient.

I'm consolidating my finances now and I expect to be debt free by 40. Impossible you think? I don't think so. Everything in life is a matter of choice and commitment. Make the choice where your heart lies and act on it with 100% belief and commitment. I WILL BE DEBT FREE BY AGE 40.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

They say opportunity knocks once. Not twice, not thrice. Just once. Well how true is this? Myth or fact? Take my career for instance. Started out in retail sales, then moved to technical sales, got my big breakthrough in venture capital, then free falled into consulting before being swooped into the current engineering services company. Yup, on each occassion I had an offer on the table, ready for me to choose. And so with each offer (some management gurus call them inflection points), I considered their merits, vis-a-vis their package, against my own career outlook. And I can say to this day, the Almighty has been very kind to me, with every new job that I took my package has improved and my family was never at any point in time denied most creature comforts that money can buy nowadays.

Now I'm about to go through another inflection point in my life, and this time around hard decisions have to be made. It's unlike my previous instances when I just had to choose among competing offers. Heck those days I could even drive a hard bargain on my own whims and fancies and still get away with it. This time around it's a choice between hoping onto a ship without the benefit of me charting the course, or to remain in the current ship to chart my own course, the only uncertainty being how much fuel is left.

The second choice is much more enticing, although it might be presumptous of me to assume being the captain of my ship. There is some jostling for the wheel and it's rather inconspicuous. Very subtle indeed more so because I have a good working relationship with the other person.

The big question is who would bet on me. I achieved a rather towering milestone for the company many moons ago and it has yet to be repeated by anyone else. Of course there are the jokers who continue to remain in denial and are hell bent on making my life in this company a living hell but who doesn't go through it anyway? I have learnt that it is better to ignore these nincoompoops who have nothing better than to fidget on their desks day in and day out without dealing with the realities of running a business head on. And these are the same people who have been empowered to lead in the first place.

So setting the ship on a different path is nothing short of a mutiny. If it means our survival depends on it, so mutiny it is. All my life, I've had to stand up for what I believe in and I'm not about to change that. Not for anything under the sun.

So three days from now we'll know if the ultimate opportunity will present itself, or whether I have to go else where in my journey. For all you know, it may just be under my nose, it could have been the one that I turned down (yes I did last week, for the post of Chief Investment Officer for a certain well known group), or it could be elsewhere. I hope to be guided by Him accordingly, Aamiiinn..

Thursday, July 14, 2005

A friend of mine had this advice for me yesterday - "if it rots all the way to the top, chop off the top first, then get a new set of brains..." Hmmm...very well put indeed. Let's hope the willpower to execute will be unwavering for the next couple of months. I've had the choice of switching ships halfway through my journey but the other ships would not have taken to my intended destination. Jumping ship is out of the question because seriously there's plenty of options out there just waiting for me to say "aye"... but you know what? Home is where the heart is and I'm home :). And I'll do whatever it takes to protect my home. So don't mess around with me ok..?

Monday, June 27, 2005

I got delivery of my Toyota Innova 2 Fridays ago.I'm one of the lucky ones because my car wasn't actually due till mid October this year. You see, I made my booking only on the 28th of May and in all honesty was not prepared for the surprise when my salesman called ten days later, saying "Jeoffrey, your car is here..". I felt happy and terrified at the same time coz I am probably the luckiest of the lot but financially I was nowhere prepared for the remainder of the downpayment. "How come so fast?" I asked Lionel the salesman in Manglish, and he said this to me, in all the Glory of the Queen's English "This is God's blessing to you", and my jaw dropped.

Just a couple of days before that my neighbour was telling me how he had been given the runaround by the Toyota dealership at Balakong (notice how it rhymes with "Ah Long"?) and had waited since October last year for their Avanza. So poor old Servaswaran and Sujatha made their way to UMW's HQ to find out what the whole fuss was all about. Boy were they surprised to know that they were supposed to have already taken delivery of their car! To cut the long story short, apparently the dealership accepted bribes from eager customers wanting to jump queue to grab their hands on the Avanza. Hmmmm...very familiar story when Proton was producing cars in the mid 90's (these days they produce garbage :)) Come to think of it, have anyone of you seen the Savvy on the road? I've seen a few Myvis but not the Savvy.

Back to my neighbour's story. A day after they complained to UMW, they got their car. And this was 8 months after they placed their booking, one month later than promised by the dealership. And the weekend before I got my car Servaswaran was relating to me what he went through. So you could imagine the look on poor old Servaswaran's face when my Innova pulled into the driveway, less than 3 weeks after I made my booking..:)
It seems in life one is often confronted with people who fall short on their promises. It happened to me last weekend. Not once. Not twice. But on numerous occasions. For the life of me, I can't understand why a lot of us make promises only to break them later without even so much as a blink! Here's what has been pissing me off over the last 72 hours :

1. Agony no 1 - some guy who was interested in my car promised to meet me up on Sunday to wrap up the sale. It was approaching noon when I called to confirm and he said he'd call me back "kejap lagi". Well to me kejap lagi means "in a jiffy", which should be within the next 10-15 minutes. The call never came and I was left wondering what happened. Till now that is. And it's Monday morning, for cryin out loud!!!! If you are not interested, then say so! What is wrong with being honest about it?

2. Agony no 2 - a dealer of mine who sells my detergent for a living is not making much headway despite a lot of promise not too long ago. So I paid him a visit to find out what needs to be sorted to jumpstart his sales. I found out that he's selective about when he does sales - he does it when the "crowd" is around. Hmmmm...ok. I told him if that were the case, then try telling the shops, restaurants and supermarts to sell only when the "crowd" is there. And close at other times. I mean, get real laaa.. you want to make money, you have to push yourself hard, don't give yourself excuses, especially in this day and age! Otherwise don't promise me you'll deliver a truckload of sales when you can't even get half of it!

3. Agony no 3 - I went to my kids' school to get their report card and was surprised to find out that they got "D" in Math. This was despite the RM350 a month I spend on their tutor, who comes to our home every Tuesdays and Thursdays, for the last year or so, and who was supposed to help my kids vastly improve their grades. I remember not having to attend tuition until Form IV in College; and that was because I had a lousy add math teacher! To add injury to the wound, the teacher has this remark - "itulah encik...saya pun pelik..emak bapak dia terra2 tapi anak dia...." and with that she gave me an empty look! My wife has since then told Sharon the tutor to stop coming for my kids' lessons.

4. Agony no 4 - do you know what if feels like to be continually deprived of sleep for 3 years in a row? Well that's what I'm going through and believe me there's no end in sight yet. My youngest boy is special but the weird thing about him is he gets by with maximum 3-4 hours of uninterrupted sleep every night. And when he's awake, he'll crave for attention. It's 3 am, you're tired, you've got a gazillion things to do the next day, and he's gnawing on my forehead. Yeah..precisely! This is one habit of his that is not funny at all especially when he sinks his teeth into your skin! Promises broken here? Well, let's just say the people that we took my son to for therapy and medication are saying that he will come out of it so both my wife and I are hoping that it will come soon.

Now back to work... :D

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I never liked office politics. I think it's completely unproductive and a total waste of time. In my 15 years of working life, I have never subjected myself to anyone's beck and call and I only believe in merit. Sure I've had my run ins with former colleagues and superiors but those are simply because in every incident, I stand for what is right. Nothing more, nothing less.

Unfortunately there are those of us, some very educated, with scrolls of degrees and what have you, who continue to prey on people's fears by instilling doubts on our capabilities and that of our colleagues. These are the same people who display the wisdom of kindergarden thugs, who cannot live without maintaining an iron fist on day to day matters, no matter how trivial they are. Sure in order to run a lean and mean machine, one needs to run a tight ship. But it should not come at the expense of merit. To go to war, you need brave and forward looking generals. To install footsoldiers as generals and expecting them to bring you victory is wishful thinking.

What I'm witnessing right now is a ship with a clueless captain, and whose mates are jumping ship. Why you may ask.. well honestly speaking maybe they'd rather be eaten by sharks instead of making a pact with the devil. And these are people with integrity, courage and character.

All I can say is PH, you're gonna need a lot of luck..:)

Thursday, August 26, 2004

I've not posted anything for a long time, until today that is. Something happened on my flight from Singapore last night and I just need to blow off steam here.

It was the last flight from Singapore to KL, MH610 which left Changi at 9:10 pm. Everything was ok until midway through the flight, one of the stewardess banged the drinks trolley against the chair of the passenger behind me, and this stewardass by the name of Daiana never so much as even blinked, let alone apologise to the passenger! Practically everyone stared at each other in disbelief and we were in utter shock at how rude Daiana was.

And then I realised that prior to take off, my seat was not in it's upright psition, which is required during takeoffs and landings. Now if there's anyone who would have noticed it, it must have been Daiana. Not only was she completely rude, she failed to ensure my full adherence to basic take off procedures. I won't be surprised if there were other passengers whom she overlooked as well.

Next I also realised that Daiana never smiled and was rather crude in the way she spoke. Is this the kind of image that we want to portray to tourists entering this country? The poor Chinese lady behind me must have wondered why she got treated as such.

As for me, after what happened last night, I don't feel like flying MAS anymore. And I will make an official complaint just to make sure bad apples like Daiana be taught a stern lesson in manners.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

What's this thing with bullies nowadays? We've got road bullies, school bullies, kindergarten bullies, neighborhood bullies and the list goes on and on...with the latest rage off course being school bullies. That poor kid who got beaten to death last Sunday...what has happened to our school children? Are we so immersed in our worldly pursuits that we blatantly ignore the value of one's life? The kid got beaten over a stupid kettle ok...or so it seems. And our newly appointed Education Minister was REALLY quick to give his two cents' worth on this. Well let's hope his actions will match his words. And I'm not gonna yak on this further than what has been published, except for this - yeah I went to a boarding school to and those days ragging was still practiced although sometimes they degenerated into fights, we were gentlemen about it i.e it was one on one and you would'nt find a whole bunch of thugs beating up a single guy. What those kids in Seremban did the other day was cowardly and they deserved to be put away for the rest of their lives! These are the kind of religious zealots who would bring nothing but trouble in the future and I shudder to think the kind of fear they'll instill in my kids who are just beginning to enjoy the wonders of going to school.

Do I have a solution? Probably yes and no, but the least I can do is to instill a sense of responsibility in my kids from a very young age. I know other parents would do the same although with varying degrees of success. What makes it quite tricky is the fact that today's society is constantly being bombarded with tons of information, some of it useful and the rest being junk. A lot are even quite harmful - check this out guys..last week I was describing Herge' s famous Tintin character to my eldest and searched Google for his image and guess what I found among them...Tintin was actually fondling Madame Castafiore's exposed breasts!!! http://www.stupide.net/archives/decembre/decembre.htm My son shrieked and he immediately clasped both hands onto his face! Imagine his horror at that sight, and I was completely dumbfounded! And of course my boy had to tell his mum later...typical of a soon-to-be 8 year old :) Well so much for that, but I must say..Tintin still continues to be my favourite comic character of all time. They actually have his series in 3-in-1 volumes these days. Actually I bought a set for my kids (RM69 a piece!!) at Kinokuniya the other day and my kids just love it!

Now back to the piece about the school thugs. If anything, peer pressure is a denominating factor in such incidences. You become bound to the group and any dissent would be dealt with in the severest possible manner, even if it means lynching you to death! So once you're in it, there's no way out! Toe the line or we'll beat the crap out of you; that's the message instilled among them.

But maybe the thugs who did this needed an outlet? Probably, but who knows? Beating the kid was convenient enough for some reason ar another. Will they grow up to become serial killers? There's more than a fair chance of that happening. Or they can choose from the following list of other professions which fit their character - loan sharks, pirates, pimps, hitman etc. Good luck to these people; they'll more than need it!

Thursday, February 12, 2004

well...it's been a while since i posted something here...not that there aren't any contentious issues revolving in my head, there's plenty of it :) But by now probably it's old news so i won't bother raising them at all..ooooohhh...here's one i just remembered...i took a look at the new proton gen 2 last week and was initially pretty impressed with the overall design of the car, that is ...until...(oh oh here i go again:)...well, put it this way..did any of you actually sit at the back? assuming that you're not a hobbit, elf, or dwarf (what's this thing with middle earth peolpe? blame it on my mwife, she started it and every night she manages 2 pages of the lord of the rings before she dozes off) did you notice how dangerously close your head was to the roof? i mean, come on guys...did you actually think 50% of malaysians are no taller than hobbits?

this is serious ok because i'm like 1 inch away from certain brain haemorrhage should i be unfortunate enough to be in the back seat when the car runs into a pothole..and what do you know..if there were honors for the nation with the most potholes, malaysia can certainly pride itself in being one of those in the upper echelons!

but that was not it..you see, the moment something funny like this pops out, i suddenly discover that there are more to it than meets the eye..just take a look at the front radiator grill with the proton emblem on it..did you notice how flimsy it was? and if you looked closely, some of the body lines were not properly aligned...like the front bonnet, bumper etc...finally, i said to myself...ahhh...let this first batch of buyers go through the motions...just like what happened to the waja..i won't even bother narrating what happened then ok ;)..i'll be happy to drive around in my laguna...:>

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Last week traffic was unusually horrible. I live in Kajang and what normally takes me 45 minutes to get to work just got longer...much, much, much longer. And that too despite the fact that I used the tidal flow only to discover that it's worst than going against the tide! It turned out that the traffic policeman at the end of the tidal flow was causing the bottleneck by not allowing more time for the tidal flow to pass traffic. So what's the point of having the tidal flow then if it's just going to add to my misery? Is this another no brainer for the taxpayer to suffer through or what?

Here I was silently cursing at the highway operator for just ripping me of my precious time which could have been spent by the pool surfing over the net whilst sipping my cappuchino. I mean, let's face it guys..why do you build a highway with promises of jam free traffic only to have a set of lights causing miles of backlog and fuming motorists trying to inch their way through traffic for a quarter of their lifetime? Isn't there any foresight during the planning stages of the highway? I bet this won't be the last of such highways in Malaysia; darn those toll operators!

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Well, if it isn't malaysia's biggest bank getting on my nerves again....I was taking my wife to one medical centre when we were approached by a group of people, three of them actually each sporting the MAKNA (majis kanser nasional or the malaysian national cancer society) logo on their t-shirts. It turns out that they were soliciting contributions for the national cancer fund from the public. Apparently MAKNA subsidizes part of the cancer treatments in Malaysia to the tune of RM30-40 k per patient. So now they're on a fund raising drive to beef up their kitty. I was about to make a cash contribution of RM20 when lo and behold, to my surprise the young lady told me that they didn't accept cash contributions that day. Hmmmmmmm...I thought, this better be good :).

Instead, MAKNA nowadays allow you to directly debit your money to their account with Maybank in denominations of RM20, RM30 and RM50 monthly. Ok, I said. I'll sign up for the RM20 per month thingy for starters. Then the big bomb came.."Sir"..the lady looked nervously at me.."for every transaction Maybank will be charging you RM1 per transaction..", and that's when I just blew off my top. RM1 per transaction? For crying out loud, this is charity were talking here!! I mean, what does it cost Maybank for a lousy standing instruction anyway? Peanuts, right? I could understand if it was a 1 time charge for administration purposes but actually imposing e-commerce rules on a charity organization? This sure is another low for Malaysia's biggest bank!